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2009-08-10T16:37:00.005+08:00

HEY PEEPS! i'm saying goodbye to my 322 posts blogger already!!!
Great memories we have! HAHA

CHANGING LINK!
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Blogger is problematic, i don't like.
:p

National Day.

2009-08-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

O well, today's national day..
SO?

hahaa, solly sg but i'm never excited about national day except for the holiday! :p
but still..
HARPIEE BIRTHDAY SG! you have really grow a lot!

by the way.. i really can't wait for the new BPL season to start!
But Liverpool now without Alonso, can they really survive? :/
Fuck Manu! hehehee.

p.s. can someone teach me how to upload photos to blogger?

2009-08-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

i miss secondary school. Which tmr have no sch, just celebration.
Why np like this.. tsk.

Last week of COMT!

2009-07-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

Yeaiee! Today is the last day of COMT.

so HARpieee.. :p

presentation is good but i think we could be much better.

Well, darwin had mention a very good point today..

No matter how strong a man can look/be..

Your heart can never be as strong as a women.

No matter how many times you can slap a women..

End up, she will still screw your heart upside down.

i really got to agree with this. i think it's super true..

Women just got this thing against man.

No matter what she does, it's always seems right.. So well.. this teaches you never to argue with a women cause you will never win. heh. And if you really do.. You will get hell.

I promise. i experience a lots of time before. :p

Oh ya, I went to watch kobe bryant that day with two of my most important women in my life.

SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!

Guess what is this!

2009-07-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

My heart is ever at your service.

2009-07-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

Every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. - Neonfluxx

2009-07-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

irr~ irr~ irr~

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,

chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

2009-07-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to like my class. We kinda able to click already. Interesting..

hahahas.

ohya, i was watching this MJ's music video(thriller) and it's really awesome. O man, i really miss him. :(

R.I.P MJ

I CAN'T UPLOAD PHOTOS TO BLOGGER! :(

2009-07-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Oh Yea! i felt so so happy just now when my mummy fed me the small pieces of chicken in the soup. YUM YUM YUM~! ^^

It's been so long since she last fed me. :( i really feel like a 5 years boy just now embraced by my mummy's love. <3

MWAK! i love you mummy! :*

okay.. needa go do my work now already... Pui! But i wanna watch the michael jackson's documentary at 10 lei!! grrr.. k nvm. i will do later. :p

i need......

Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah Sarah

NOW!!! :/ sorry baby!

2009-07-02T18:28:00.005+08:00

School today is quite okay...

Hydraulics and IS are boring but still manage to endure through.

Luckily the french class is cancel today so i can go home early and rest. YEA! :p

Done a research on banned racist commercial and find it super interesting.

That's the only part i enjoy during IS, the rest still suck!

hehe.

ohya, my head still fucking hurts after yesterday sparring with this heavyweight guy when i'm in the mid weight cat. only. -.- cheebye.

It's a 14kg difference!

The senior only realised after the fight starts.

kk, i shall go sleep now and hope i can feel better when i wake up. Still haven't done my AutoCad yet.. Grrr!

2009-07-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

k, i have decided to stop doing my work already.

Super headache and tired.

Sucks.

I hate tomorrow's lesson!

Darn!

so tired.

2009-07-01T23:07:00.005+08:00

Damn, i just reach home not long ago and i just finished my dinner only. Haven't ate anything since 1.

Been in the school for 13 plus hours and been working for about 12 hours non stop. Only got an hour break. Dammn, im really so tired and now i still have to rush finish my work. Needa hand up before 12.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! Grrr!

k, gotta go do work alr..

bye

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2009-07-01T02:28:00.000+08:00

hey hi, im back online again. Couldn't sleep at all but i still have to wake up at 6 tomorrow. :( Wanted to upload photos but i lost connection and all the photos are gone. Dammit.

So sad..

k then, i shall go back to sleep.

i suddenly felt so lost in the middle of the night. Dammn!

Hate this feeling. grrr!

i miss you sweetheart. :(

2009-07-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

you swear things that ain't true. you exaggerate things to such extend that i dont believe you still dare to swear and tell everyone. people believe you cause they think is funny and may think you are cool but actually you are not. you just like to talk nonsense and get everyone attention. you swear just to let everyone believe your nonsense. sigh.

2009-06-29T22:16:00.001+08:00

I miss MJ.

I HAVE HUNGER!

2009-06-23T03:19:00.003+08:00

I'm hungry, i'm hungry, i'm hungry!!!

my stomach is growling!!

Gosh, i just brush my teeth (and showering ).. :(

Oh ya, i just found out why snow wasn't playing with the wheel recently. Cause the wheel is stuck! -.-

Now she's running like mad, noisy noisy! >:@

But still, she's been a very good girl. :)

Sarah Sarah.. where are you..

Damm, i miss you so much.

Feel like taking a bus up genting and see her. hehe.

k, nvm. Let me estimate.. You have less than 20 hours (?) before reaching sg. Yea! :*

Think i'm gonna try sleep now already before snow wakes up and start running and making noise again.

BYE.

p.s. your smile never fails to melt my heart.

Shop Smart.

2009-06-21T23:39:00.004+08:00

Oh god, i'm so bored right now..

Chewing mentos gum and listening to " Don't trust me " by 3OH!3. [ i'll put on my blog later ;) ]

The gum is nice, it's berry lime; the song is nice too but i just feel so... err..

Well, girlf is in genting now. Miss her so much. Hope she's enjoying herself. :)

Oh ya, snow is at my place now. She's sleeping so soundly now. :) But i think she's acting kinda weird. She's isn't playing with the wheel so often already and doesn't seem to be eating too.

Grrr! Nevermind, i'll 'try' cheer up. :p

Anyway, went jurong point and queensway with soonlai today.

Get present for sarah's and my dad; stuffs needed for my coming soccer competition and some cheap cheap nice nice clothings.

Jealous people!

STOP WEARING BRANDED STUFF FOOLS!

I can fill my whole closet with 100 bucks but you can only buy one clothes/jeans?

Dumb uh?

Okay, i'm so bored now. Think i'm gonna play guitar or go watch some tv.

I cut my fringe myself before i went for my kickbox camp and i think it's very nice.

Mwhahahahs. :p

I'm just tired of having long fringe.

p.s. i miss you babe.

They say bad things happen for a reason

2009-06-20T05:00:00.000+08:00

I guess that's life...

Just need to be strong.

I can't sleep.

Saw JoBok online and talk to her and she suddenly she asks me this question.

" do you believe in "forever" "

I laughed. I do not know how to answer.

Am i too naive? No, im not. I shall keep my stand.

Yes.

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. - Unknown

it's the same heart afterall,

2009-06-20T03:25:00.003+08:00

Just came back from kickbox camp early this morning.

Many things happen. Family problems keep appearing. Hate to see it.

I hope my sis will be ok.

Been so tired n stress from the camp and there are so many things that other people may think is nothing and it's does affect me a whole lot. Din really enjoy the camp. Sorry peeps, i just feel so terrible keep trying to put up a normal front n i really dont enjoy that.

I know im mr nice n never get angry. But.. just stop taking for granted.

I'm so envious of other people. i constantly lied to myself.

So as to convince myself im better but im not. so fake n i hate it but tt's the only way i can survive.

They are just born so lucky and sometimes i just hope i was born in africa eating shits.

But still, im keep this faith tt i can be better than them. Leading a better life n sometimes you know you're my only motivation. Trying to let you feel so special, so comfortable and live w/o worries.

my heart is like containing all this shit :

^%^$&%&^*&%%&*&(*(&(&&^@$@$

(*&^%$@#$%^&*(*&$#@%(*$#@#$%^&*()^%$#

@*&^%$#@#$%^&_##_)(*&^%$#())(*&%$##$%^&*()*&^

feels terrible.

iknowimveryemotionalbutthatsmeicantcontrol

oh god...

CAMP

2009-06-17T01:00:00.003+08:00

Went to JB with family in the late afternoon. Have an awesome lunch and bought lots of stuffs with my sis. Super happy boy. :)

Okay but my baby is in camp now. I miss her so much now... :(

Somemore she can't use her phone..

Nevermind, since i'm going camp tomorrow too so maybe it's better for me at least i won't be alone at home missing her.

But still, i'll miss you, sweetheart! :*

I miss you

I miss your smile

....

And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

p.s. i miss your cute face, your cute smile, your everything.

2009-06-16T03:30:00.000+08:00

Have your own style !

DONT COPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

1 to protect and love (a person)

2 to keep (a hope, idea etc) in the mind

never help

2009-06-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

still don't understand.

i'll miss ya

2009-06-14T01:18:00.003+08:00

moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon moon

!!!!!!

Why take her away.. She's just a baby! :(

My cute lil moonie sweetie, i'll miss ya..

2009-06-13T03:41:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone, i'm still awake.

I know it's late already but i just can't sleep.

Was checking out Twitter just now. Nothing much.

I'll off my com now and try and go sleep.

Bye. :)

Boohoo

2009-06-13T03:03:00.003+08:00

Nevermind. forget it.

Was super sleepy 2 hours ago and suppose to sleep but us usual something came up again and i couldn't sleep.

Yawn yawn..

Today went swimming and i swam 20 laps. Woohoo.. I know it's nothing much but i haven't been swimming for a long time. So yea..

Normally i will sleep very well after swimming but well.. i guess not today.

Okay, i'm tired already. Gonna sleep now!

At least i still need a text or something tmr, i don't want to pretend nothing happen. It's not fair to me.

NIGHT PEEPS!

YOU PLAY MY MIND LIKE A BABY BOY PLAYS WITH HIS POWER RANGERS TOY.

2009-06-13T01:15:00.010+08:00

phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww..

Sorry peeps for editing the previous post.

Some weird guy just added me in msn and i find our convo quite err?

2009-06-07T01:30:00.001+08:00

C.KAI. - says:

you are?

Just fragments. says:

you str8?

C.KAI. - says:

huh?

who are you?

i think it's better for you to intro yourself first after adding someone and start talking abt random stuff.

Just fragments. says:

oh.

sorry then.

C.KAI. - says:

so you are??

Just fragments. says:

erm

you don't know me.

C.KAI. - says:

how do you get my email then?

Just fragments. says:

through facebook.

C.KAI. - says:

oh?

im your friend in fb?

Just fragments. says:

yeah.

C.KAI. - says:

what's your name in fb thn?

Just fragments. says:

Can I not say?

C.KAI. - says:

hahas

why?

Just fragments. says:

hah.

I see no point ._.

C.KAI. - says:

but you alr added me in msn!

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

that's true.

C.KAI. - says:

haas

so what's your name?

Just fragments. says:

hmm

heh

C.KAI. - says:

come on just say it!

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

why are you.

C.KAI. - says:

i dont know why are you hiding?

Just fragments. says:

so impatient.

C.KAI. - says:

hahas

im like this. hahas

Just fragments. says:

i'm not hiding.

._.

C.KAI. - says:

but i want to know who are you!!!

hahas

sorry, i know im very impatient

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

can see.

C.KAI. - says:

k, enough. just tell me what's your name in fb k!

Just fragments. says:

this is fun. heh LMAO.

dillon.

C.KAI. - says:

i remb

Just fragments. says:

say what.

C.KAI. - says:

so how did you end up adding me in fb in the first place?

random adding spree?

Just fragments. says:

idk. l

haha

maybe. perhaps. should be.

i think so.

hmm, not sure.

C.KAI. - says:

okayokay.

Just fragments. says:

okay, im being irritating.

C.KAI. - says:

so back to the topic. you were asking me whether im straight uh?

am i*

Just fragments. says:

hah, nono.

C.KAI. - says:

why? you are not?

k then?

Just fragments. says:

Nothing much.

Just bored.

lol whatever. ignore me.

C.KAI. - says:

haas, cool.

okay then.

since that's what you say

Just fragments. says:

your pretty mean.

LOL

C.KAI. - says:

hahaas, you're pretty interesting dude.

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

nono.

dun think so.

maybe a lil.

C.KAI. - says:

hahas, still okay lah. you're still kinda manage to entertain me this late at night. heh.

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

dude, look at the time.

It's not night anymore.

C.KAI. - says:

hahas, it's morning!!

MORNING!

Just fragments. says:

YEAH.

No.

I think it's still night.

Just that the night are still young.

C.KAI. - says:

heh

Just fragments. says:

Btw, you and ur stead look sweet.

hah.

C.KAI. - says:

oh, she's not my stead dude.

she's my girlfriend

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

isn't it the same.

C.KAI. - says:

NO?

we dont use 'stead'

Just fragments. says:

-_-"

okay. your girlfriend and you look sweet.

careful.

it might attract ants.

C.KAI. - says:

woahh

nvm, i dont mind

Just fragments. says:

haha.

you don't mind ants biting yah.

C.KAI. - says:

ants are cute. but not at my house.

Just fragments. says:

where den.

btw you live cck?

C.KAI. - says:

yeap

you?

Just fragments. says:

i see.

i can stalk you dude.

C.KAI. - says:

oh? you stay in cck too?

Just fragments. says:

yeah

C.KAI. - says:

which sch are you from?

Just fragments. says:

but i don't think i got the potential to stalk peeps.

lol, it's not in the west side.

C.KAI. - says:

then ?

just say.. i may know~

Just fragments. says:

mwhahaha.

bukitmerah sec.

i doubt.

C.KAI. - says:

so you are saying that you stay in cck, but how come you are not studying in a west zone sch?

Just fragments. says:

cause i moved here half a year ago.

C.KAI. - says:

alright.

Just fragments. says:

lol.

my school is ridiculously far.

C.KAI. - says:

wow

sad for you!

Just fragments. says:

sound sacarstic.

._.

C.KAI. - says:

i mean it dude!

im not that asshole..

Just fragments. says:

LOL.

whose that ass then?

C.KAI. - says:

what?

hahas

you?

Just fragments. says:

haha.

C.KAI. - says:

k, joking!

Just fragments. says:

definitely not.

you got the wrong one.

C.KAI. - says:

you play basketball?

Just fragments. says:

hah, unfortunately, not.

Sucks at it.

Shoot 10 balls, none in.

C.KAI. - says:

what cca are you in then?

Just fragments. says:

lol

i've 3.

which one do you want to know.

C.KAI. - says:

all?

haha

Just fragments. says:

canoeing

(disband)

floorball (quit)

volleyball (inactive)

is it enough?

C.KAI. - says:

hahahs

interesing mannn

Just fragments. says:

mwhaha.

of cus i am.

not.

C.KAI. - says:

Just fragments. says:

so i assume you played basketball huh

since you asked that.

C.KAI. - says:

kinda ?

but i suck at it

dont talk abt it

hahas

Just fragments. says:

i knew it man!

I knew it!

C.KAI. - says:

i play alot of sports mann

Just fragments. says:

I'm just kidding.

LOL, don't look like

Wait

Are you a pure sgporean.

C.KAI. - says:

yes dude.

why?

Just fragments. says:

Doesn't look like.

In some views.

Okay, just my views.

C.KAI. - says:

my face or what?

Just fragments. says:

Idk.

I think your dp is too white, you should add some colouring to it.

C.KAI. - says:

it's glow** dude!

Just fragments. says:

Though sweet, but colouring may taste nicer.

C.KAI. - says:

it's a glow effect!

Just fragments. says:

C.KAI. - says:

man!

Just fragments. says:

Does it grow in the dark?!!

C.KAI. - says:

picture dont grow??

hahaas

Just fragments. says:

Hey.

But you said it grow.

C.KAI. - says:

i say glow*!!

you check!

Just fragments. says:

No you didn't

U said grow**

C.KAI. - says:

gLow

Just fragments. says:

not grow*

C.KAI. - says:

k, i dont see a different between grow* and grow**

Just fragments. says:

yes there is.

additional *

C.KAI. - says:

haaha, okay..

Just fragments. says:

it take another effort to type an * out.

C.KAI. - says:

yea yea..

Just fragments. says:

You said haha in most of your sentence, are you even laughing.

LOL.

C.KAI. - says:

haha is just trying to make the situation not so tense up

anw, im getting tired talking to you

yawning!

Just fragments. says:

hahah.

C.KAI. - says:

byebye!

Just fragments. says:

rofl.

bye.

C.KAI. - says:

oh btw, ont last qn..

Just fragments. says:

yeah

C.KAI. - says:

are you straight?

Just fragments. says:

nop im not.

C.KAI. - says:

ohh, okay.

bye!

Just fragments. says:

bye.

L.L.L.

2009-06-07T00:13:00.007+08:00

Those 2 lil cuties are call Snow and Moon! :D

2009-06-03T22:08:00.001+08:00

I've help people when they lost their way in life. I pull them back and show them the light. But who can i turn to when now i am the one that has lost my way?

Just show me a glimpse of the light will do..

2009-06-03T01:10:00.002+08:00

Gotta hide it deep n dark. Far from the others.

Still ... afterall.
Can't expect much.

2009-06-02T14:29:00.001+08:00

It feels more stress than olevel. I'm bursting. :(

Fucking Stress

2009-05-29T12:31:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, i know i've not been updating my blog for a long long time.
Been super busy recently..

Well, there too much to write so i gonna summarise everything.

Din go to school yesterday and today as i have high fever. 39.5degree. :(
Gonna join a soccer competition this July with my primary school friends. Yea!
Made muay thai as my cca in poly.
Poly is very very stress, there's a lots of work to do and i end school at 6.
I got no school on tues! Yea!
Happy that Barca win the champions' league
I'm Fucking Stress.

k, i gonna stop here already. My headache is coming back. :(

2009-05-14T09:27:00.004+08:00

I have done everything i can to salvage and now, it's all depends on you whether to keep it or not. i really hope you do. really really hope so. :(

ILOVEYOU.

2009-04-28T23:53:00.005+08:00

HAVE YOU HEARD THAT THE ICE BLOCKS ARE MELTING AT A SUPER FAST RATE IN THE NORTH POLE?
HAVE YOU REALISED THAT THE WEATHER IN SINGAPORE ARE GETTING HOTTER AND HOTTER THEN SUDDENLY IT BECOME COLD AGAIN?
HAVE YOU EXPERIENCE THE WEIRD WIND THAT NIGHT?
HAVE YOU HEARD THAT NORTH KOREA IS GOING CRAZY ABOUT THEIR NUCLEAR WEAPONS?
HAVE YOU HEARD FROM THE NEWS THAT THERE IS A FLU THAT IS MUCH MORE DEADLY THAN SARS AND BIRD FLU AND HAS ALREADY STARTED SPREADING AROUND THE WORLD?
HAVE YOU HEARD THAT THERE WILL BE A SOLAR STORM ON 22/9/2012 THAT WILL BE KILLING MILLIONS OF LIFE OF EARTH?

SEE! Humans are all dying.. But sometimes i think they deserve it..
Look at what they have done to Mother Earth.
THINK!
What's happening to our beautiful Mother Earth now?
How many damage has we caused to her?
Who to blame? Me, You or US?
It's really the time for us to act before it's too late.
Time is running out for us, pathetic humans.
Let's all now save the Earth.
Think! before you do everything now, stop being so selfish.
THINK! for the environment.
Every single thing that you do, really does help!

Time really does fly uh?
In a blink of an eye, we are now marching towards our 8th month.
In this short 7 months, we have really gone through so so much.
All the sweet and sour, all we have experience before.
Sometimes i really think that our personality really do clash eh? I can't stand you and you can't stand me.
But luckily, we are able to get pass all these obstacles and i really do ponder how amazing you are..
How amazing that you are able to tolerate all my nonsense for so long.. I know it's been hard on you.
But all i got to say to you is that.. I love you. I really do. Let's stay together forever, baby.

I'm fucking sick again.

2009-04-14T10:38:00.004+08:00

I'm a disappointment?
What did i do again?
Can you stop having high expectations of me?
I'm just about to enter poly.
I wanna have some fun first, can't i?
Please stop interfering with my life.
I'm so tired and stress up already with all this shit starts to happen over again.
I know you care but not now, please.

pfft, i'm now doing things that i'm not willingly to do....
IRRITATING!!

p.s. Liverpool is gonna fucking score 3 goals at Stamford Bridge.

Goooooood Friday

2009-04-10T11:44:00.004+08:00

YEA! It's goodie goodie Friday!!
heh, actually it doesn't mean much to me anyway since i'm not in any religion.
But still, it's a public holiday so it's very good.
Anyway, i heard that it will rain on every good friday and yea it did today! heh.

Okok, well anyway.. i'm happy that sarah has very much recover from her fever and she starts to be ass to me again. :)
But for me.. I think i have stop coughing after i took ' Pi-Pa-Gao' just now but yesterday's night i was coughing my lungs out.

Owell, i hope everyone can take good care of yourselves as the weather nowadays has been very asshole. It can be sunny for this moment and then suddenly it starts raining cats and dogs.

Lose yourselves

2009-04-08T20:49:00.004+08:00

Damn, i was sick again and i din go for work today.... I woke up several times at night due to my head, eye-nose area and throat pain.
Hahahas, i'm really in sucha pain that i can't even go back to sleep when i wake up.

Well, i think it's partially my fault too as i've been eating heating food recently.. Ohya, i went to Sakae sushi with sarah yesterday. It's Sarah's mum treat. Thank you very much! :)

Anyway PEEPOS, do take notice that i will be changing my blog link to ongck.blogspot.com
Ty!!

Sometimes i do ponder...... Ponder how come my girlfriend so pretty and cute. :p
Hehehehees.

icantdoafreakingstepover!:(

2009-04-05T23:03:00.005+08:00

HEY BABES/HUNKS!!!
I just got a new haircut on Friday. Pretty short but i like it!
Take a look! ( and my injured feet too. :( )

This is taken on baby's birthday.

Last night has been a challenging one for me. Once again, i become a middleman even i've left secondary school. I've been pondering why would a girl really do/say such things that will do her no good at all. She won't gain anything from this even if she success. WHY WHY??
Is she really so evil that she wants to see him suffer after she knows that she can't have him?
Poor you, my friend.

Is all this worth it?

2009-04-04T10:03:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, what do you do when you're having a bad week?
Cause i'm certainly having a bad week now.
Firstly, i got two big blisters at both of sole.
Then yesterday i got to play soccer at school and this hurt my feet even more.

Well, yesterday i only have breakfast for the whole day and i din even eat anything for the rest for the day and i still haven't eat anything now. Think i'm gonna faint soon.
Oh yes, i having a terrible sore throat now that i can't even fucking talk and my headache is killing me. I guess i gonna have a fever too. Hate all this feeling. But no freaking soul is gonna care. Like what happen when i got my blisters that day. No fucking soul that are willingly to show their concern.

idk is all this worthwhile when i've contribute and do so much for this. i'm just freaking upset that this is happening over again and again. not a single bit of angry. just really really upset in everything that is happening now. can you sort this out?

SO WHAT?

2009-03-31T12:28:00.004+08:00

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!!!

2009-03-30T01:14:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!

Happy Birthday to you, Happy birthday to you.. Happy Birthday toooooooo you~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! :D
Hope you will enjoy your special day. Love you so much. Mwak! :*
I shall not say much here, i've already written everything i wanna say to you in the card. :)

OPPSY! I know i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time but yea.. Last week i'm off to NP FOC. It's damn hell lotsa fun! Met lots of awesome friends. :) K, i'll blog about this next time.

Well, i just came back from Sarah's house (doorstep)! HEHEHE. I made a birthday cake for her. :p
Took some photos while waiting at the staircase area.

Was kinda bored while waiting for the minute hand to strike 12.

Before applying the whip cream.

If it ain't broke, don't fix it.

2009-03-20T21:10:00.003+08:00

Well well, sorry readers. These few days i don't really have anything to blog about so so this is gonna get boring!
But yea, tomorrow will be Soonlai's birthday. Going Sentosa in the morning to celebrate, gonna be hell lotsa fun baby! :p

Oh anyway.. recently Sarah said that Teh 'O' Ping is very unusual for people to drink and i seriously don't agree with her at all! Wth! Teh 'O' Ping has been my all time favourite drink la! Hmph. Gonna physco her to like it! hehehe. :p
And yea, sarah's internet connection is kinda spoilt? So only until 24th March she then can use her internet. Damn lozer. Hurhur.( iknowv.loser.)

Okay, think i'm gonna stop here. Can't really think of anything to post already and i gonna start of my work soon!

Supposedly to be a 'nice' day.

2009-03-18T23:30:00.002+08:00

My body has really reach it's limit i guess?

After yesterday 'food poisoning', that had me barely able to move my limbs. I don't know what's the bloody wrong with me today that i do 50 jumping jacks(idk how to spell) in the morning that left my heart beating twice as fast for the whole day, making my breathing even more difficult. Had to walk under the bloody scorching sun again to do some important stuffs but end up nothing is done. Damn fucked up.
Haven't had a proper meal since last night. Sometimes i do think my heart has some problems.. Maybe i really do inherit from my mum.
My heart is still aching right now, you really don't want to know what i'm going through right now. It's terrible. I can't sleep.

How?
No, i'm still strong and healthy.

I'm sick?

2009-03-17T22:58:00.005+08:00

Today is a........................................... Well, i got many thing to rant about today so just continue and read kay! ;)

In the morning, i meet up with friends to go Ngee Ann to get our laptop updated with the program(s) we needed for our course. Soon lai's dad send us over. Many thanks! :) Around 8.45 a.m. i think? The sky was uber dark and it look like as if a Twister is forming. Kinda scary. So as expected, after a few minutes it started raining cats and dogs. Very shoke and cold but it only last for awhile.

Have lunch at their makan place. Quite a pretty place. The food over there was kinda cheap and they have a lots of variety. Okay, now the best part has arrived. I was super greedy and glutton as usual so i order a deep fried pork rice at the japanese store and after that i go on and order a plate of $1 fried rice despite already super bloated after the japnese rice. :/
So actually i'm still feeling alright after this and i was still playing with my laptop with my friends. But the feeling of naesous soon get on my nerve while we were walking under the scorching sun towards the bus stop. Well, since bus 67 is famous for their long waiting time so when we saw the bus flied past us while we were still making our way to the bus stop, our hearts broken.

So when we were waiting for the bus, i keep feeling like vomiting. Really hate the feeling that you keep have to prevent your body from purging out the toxic. So when i get on the bus, my situation got worse and since i've motion sickness. This had added on to it. Linus was nice to let me take his seat. So the most most most irritating part has arrived.. As i was seating infront of the passengers standing area. (I cannot see whoever were behind me.) There's this freaking two people behind my back keep on talking about their love life. They were talking so loud that as if the whole are interested in their conversation. ( I don't know whether they're really that irritating or am i just being paranoid or is it because of the naesous feeling that are making me feeling this way. ) Okay, so as to not feel that their voices are irritating, i started to eavedrop their conversation.
There were one girl and one guy( later then i found out she's a girl too! ) behind me.
This girl was saying what she loves her ex. and stuffs so loudly that as if who cares!? ( I thought she would look pretty cause her voice was kinda sweet but she isn't. )
Then there's this shemale keep acting like one MR. KNOW-IT-ALL. Saying what you should never let your guy knows you really fucking love him a lots cause they will tend to make use of you after they know this. The girl is like.. no la, i think he really love me one blah blah blah. The f*cking shemale then keep saying nonono. Guys are like this one.
Then i was like FUCK?! WHAT THE FUCK?! I was thinking "you this fucking shemale, can't she stop acting like she's know everything about guys and assume all guys will react to the same way?! "
Please, you are just a human with no penis but trying to act like you have one. GO, go be a girl please. God creates you with no penis means you will never have one. Fcuker.
After that, she goes on boasting about she will break up with a girl within a month if she don't like her. Then saying i broke up with my ex. and i din even shed a single tear.
FUCK YOU LA! you irritating butch.
Don't like the girl then why bother to be together with her in the first place?! Fucker.

kk, chill chill... So after that i really can't take it anymore. I got off the bus before my stop because i really feel like puking already. That butch is really fucking disgusting.

So once i got off the bus, i find a nice spot, nice nice.. and i started purging out the toxic in my body. I'm thinking whether the foods in NP are posionous? hahahas. Ask my dad to come and fetch me home after that.

Got home, i lie on the bed and sleep till late afternoon. My body is so restless that i can't even really move my limbs. But i still manage to get out of the bed to go fetch TOTO home with my sis.
So once we got there.. We realised Toto has got some golden fur?? Looks really sick. So we finally decided not to get him today. Soo sad. :( I shall not talk too much about him.

Alright, i know i've written a looong post. I'm so tired. Gonna go rest and enjoy some music already! ciaos!

p.s. i feel bad that just now i attempt to wake sarah up from her beauty sleep. :p hehe.

misses.

2009-03-17T01:06:00.006+08:00

Okay, first things first.
I just got back from outside to catch a horror movie ' Coming Soon ' with friends at westmall and after that we went back to CCK mac to slack till 12.30. Movie is alright, story lines are abit too straight forward but quite scary? hahas. I'll give it a 2.5 stars.
So what i can say now is that my eyes are so super tired and dry and i can't wait to get into bed and sleep now. Tomorrow i still have to wake up early to meet soon lai and co. at 8 a.m. in the morning. Gosh!

Anyway, i'm so super missing my baby right now. You sent me a text just now saying that she's not feeling well and she only slept for like 3 hours last night. Tonight she still must patrol to look after her juniors. So poor thing right!! :( Haiyooo, i'm so super worried right now. :/ Let's just hope she will be alright k! But well, she will be back by tomorrow already whaaat! hahah. :p

I WANT ICE-CREAM!!!

2009-03-15T22:36:00.004+08:00

SEE SEE!!!
I WANNA EAT ICE-CREAM NOWWWW!!!! Someone buy for me and i will love you. :p

p.s. Go click on my ads lei or spread this blog around your friends. I want monneh.. :(

Rants

2009-03-15T12:31:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, i'm back blogging again today!
Well.. Today i would like to present it in a bulleted list form!

I just went to nana's blog moments ago and i agree with her that haley william has very nice hair but i just couldn't find any ways to comment on her post or tag cause she has taken away all sources of way for people to comment on her blog.
I really think that my new blog skin is really so damn cool. ^^
I'm very happy and satisfy with my new laptop. Awesome!
My dog - TOTO is coming home on Tuesday! :DD
Yesterday Sarah and I bring lang lang out for walk and i was asked to pick up his feces. -.-
I think that the world is going crazy right now. - Where is the love?
I dreamt of a lots of things last night. WOW!
I've changed my poll and i would want YOU to do my new poll.
I need any iPod classic. Any kind souls out there willing to buy one for me? If go click on my ads! At least i can get some cash from Nuffnang. ( i know right now there's no ads on my web but just do me a favour k! Click it when the ads is back.)
I'm changing my blog URL to " http://www.chuankai.blogspot.com/ " by this coming weekends. Do take note! Thanks!

I think i've written a lots and i wanna stop here already.. Think i'll blog more often now already since i've already quitted my job and i'm super free. I'll also post many photos of TOTO k!

You and Me.

2009-03-14T23:54:00.007+08:00

Well, today is a........ hot day? Yea, it's certainly is! It's been super burning hot for the whole morning until like around late afternoon. Dark clouds gathering for few hours but end up only a few drop of rain until i think around night then it really started raining. Went to meet Sarah in the afternoon and i have pratas for dinner with my parents around gomak area.

Actually i've got a lots of things to say oneeee but i just suddenly feel super tired and i don't feel like blogging already. Sorry peeps. tomorrow k! :p

Ohya, anyway.. I'm changing my blog link sooooon already and i'll be writing my new link up in my post soon and i'll change it within a week. So do take note! Thanks!

What can i say? She's just an asshole that i love so so much. :p

p.s. well done liverpool.

pretty you.

2009-03-13T23:43:00.006+08:00

Oh well, after all these months.. I've finally change my blogskin. I think it takes me quite some time to put this new look up. I know i'm kinda noob in this kind of stuffs. But still many thanks to ivy lee. :)

So by the way, my life recently has been okayy.. Probably because of my baby recently is getting not as asshole as last time i think? :p hehe.

So yea, i ended my job today at Emphasis Media. At first i was like not really care when i leave the company but when i was about to leave.. I was actually feeling kinda upset that i can't see them again or something cause they are really nice people and they said something nice before i left.

Anyway on Wednesday, i went to Ngee Ann to get my new laptop. It's was a beauty! :) And afterward i went to school with soonlai and meet up with celestine and co. to get our olevel cert.
Was really happy that we meet up and play stupid games together. :)

p.s. warm milk is really good for sleeping.

RAIN

2009-03-08T09:35:00.009+08:00

Hey peeps, i know i've not been updating for a long long time. Been busy working and stuffs but yea.. my job is ending this coming friday. Was kinda lucky that i do so cause recently i just received mails from NP about the camps and stuffs and it's gonna take up a lots of time. So anyway, i'm gonna sign up all of them! :p

ohh, i miss toto so so much.. :(

p.s. i miss an old friend.

I screwed up 93% of my teenage life

2009-03-03T17:00:00.003+08:00

[x] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class. (vidas's one. hehe)
[x] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test. (i pro)

Total: 4

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total : 9

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 14

[ ] Pulled down the Fire Alarm.
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , Msn etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took Pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.

Total : 18

[x] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a subject.
[x] Ate food during class.

Total : 23

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[x] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly. (so sad la!! :( )
[x]Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. (so lame)
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 27

[x] Faked your parents signature.
[x] Slept in class.
[x] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework.

Total: 31

MULTIPLY BY THREE : 31x 3 = 93%

2009-02-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

OH YEA, i loveeeeeeeeeeeee friesss!! ^^

2009-02-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.

I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets,
And ask me your questions,
Oh let's go back to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Comin' in tails,
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessin',
At numbers and figures,
Pullin' the puzzles apart.

Questions of science,
Science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me,
Oh, what a rush to the start.

Runnin' in circles,
Chasin' tails,
Comin' back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm goin' back to the start.

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh,
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh,
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh,
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh.

UGLY SUNDAY.

2009-02-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

How beautiful can this love be with you by my side. Sometimes things do turn out to be ugly but it's will always be okay at the end of the day. I know i can never take this for granted. But i really never want any of this to happen. Hurting you is never what i aim for. Even though sometimes your words turn too sharp that could really cut anything that are in your way and i dont mind. It often just tear apart my egos and pride and i've to bear it cause i know if i don't, things would turn out ugly again. "Sorry" doesn't seem to be the way out when things breakout cause you never seems to accept it. Now, you left me with no room to breathe.
I really don't know what to do now. Teach me.

2009-02-07T22:51:00.007+08:00

Alright, i just got back from Jurong Frog Farm(around limchukang there) for my annual bbq. VERY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTING! Causeeee there's no fried toad today!!! :( Sadness x100000000000000! Sigh x10000000000000000000000000 !!!! WHY?!?!!?!? :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... :(:(:(:(
That's the only thing that i'm looking towards to for this bbq(their satays too)!!! ARGGGGGGG!
k, i think shall stop with my ranting already.

Anyway, yesterday i just download a photoshop software. Super fun(i know i'm kinda slow to know this). hahahas.
EHHH, gotta go bathe now already! Super smelly. My body is now full of the smell of bbq and sweat(cause just now i played soccer)!

Love.

Obama " NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO TALK, NOW IS THE TIME TO ACT! "

p.s. Hope liverpool can win tonight.

2009-02-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

Alright alright, i know that my post yesterday was super random and irrelevance. But i don't why i just got this urge to write that. Kk, forget about it.
For now, all i can hope for is the better.

K, i'm tired already. Later i still needa think of what to do for work tomorrow.
PEACE. :)

2009-02-04T00:54:00.006+08:00

AHH, gosh.. For what damn sake am i feeling so emotional now. Things always seem to look better when i look back in time..
The time that i don't even know a single god damn thing about this world.. Going to art classes, drawing rubbish and get As are so satisfying for me. Teachers' praises are always what i'm looking for.. Time has change so much things.. How i wish my granny is still alive, how i wish i could go back in time and appreciate whatever she had done for me. God, am i really sorry? Since young, i never seem to learn from lessons and change. Now, i seem to regret everything that i have done in the past. I'm so afraid that all the things that i have now will turn against me tomorrow and i could just lose all of them in just a split second.
Gosh, why am i feeling this way? Is this dejavu or the beginning of a karma?

But why am wishing for all this despite knowing that all this won't come true. Wishes never come true. Don't you think so?
i know this is a wonderful world but i really just can feel it right now............

Ohh god, this is killing me......... :(

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

2009-02-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

I WOULD LOVE YOU IF YOU'RE ABLE TO BRING ME BACK 5 MONTHS FROM NOW.

I'm addicted to reading!

2009-02-01T21:59:00.004+08:00

Oh great.. i just quit my job after my first day of work yesterday. hahahaha! The job is super duper boring one laaaa! Anyway, everyone were shocked yesterday when i say i want to quit after just half a day and the best thing is.. i say, " Can i leave now? Please please please?? " hahahaha. i bet they were damn shock and scared if i would just run away like that cause they were short of manpower that day. hehe.
But yea, i'm nice.. So i decided to stay. :)

Alright, tomorrow i'll start finding a new job again!! hehe.

- Living in the present means living in love and living in love means bcoming god. -

CNY = Gamble = Lose money!!

2009-01-29T14:58:00.006+08:00

I think this year cny is kinda boring for me i guess? Cause almost all my friends have to be back schooling after the 2nd day of cny and i don't have a chance to meet them!
Anyway, i think i have grown a lot compared to like a couple of years ago! Last time when i had my angpao, i'll can't wait to open them but now i'm like not as excited as last time already.. heh. :p

Oh yea, i think this year of bull is not a year for me to gamble man.. Whenever i gamble, i lose money! WTH! Had already lost quite some money this year.. -.- I think maybe i should keep my money with my gf so i won't have money to gamble. hahas. (ibetshe'llbedamnhappy.)

k, i think i should start looking for job again.. I've been rotting this hoilday. omg. -.-

Okay, this is disturbing. -.-

Bully me somemore! :(

p.s. cj7 is a lousy show.

-It's always so hard for us to find the right path in life but when you find it, it's seldom that you will be lost in it.-

2009-01-24T01:34:00.004+08:00

So solly my friendssss, looks like i have ps you all again todayyyyyy... Actually today i really wanted to go and meet you all one but i had slept till 10pm just now! I'll meet up you all again sooooooon k? :) solly solly~~!

2009-01-23T00:22:00.001+08:00

Seriously, what can i really do now? I really feel so helpless now. Fucked up! :(

One chance

2009-01-22T15:13:00.003+08:00

Just give me one chance and i'll prove to you all what i can do.
ydk what im going thro now.. & i really don wish to talk abt it.

Gonna be busy

2009-01-21T19:37:00.003+08:00

Oh yea, today i've been to my 3212414323124th of interviews this holiday and this seems to be the right one already.
I've been shortlisted by them and i'll go back tomorrow to the office again and hope things will workout tomorrow. :)

Anyway, i would like to tell you guys never enter a MLM( multi level marketing ) company with you ever came across with any..
They make things sound too good to be true and please do remember there's no free lunch in this world.

I'm happy that Obama has officially become president of United States of America. His speech was so well said. Hope he can really do something about the world, like pull the global economy out of recession and stuffs..

Confused.

2009-01-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

YES, i know my blog is deaddddddddddddd!!!
hahahaas..

k, i've been busy with a lots of stuffs recently.. that's why.. :)
I had a makeover for my room, i went to many jobs interview and i go for exercise..
SEE, very busy!

I think my room looks damn cool~ now. :D
And for this holiday, i have quit my 3rd job! WOW. Anyway, i recently just scold my boss, " FUCK YOU LA! " I think i'm so damn daring la! hahahahs.
Oh yea.. i've cut down on my consumption of meat already and i've been doing some workouts but my ass doesn't seem to slim down eh! :(

K, anyway.. i'm quite upset with my o level result. But even though i was still playing cards in class during o's period and i din really study much.. I am able to qualify for jc! omg, i'm so smart! ^^v heheeee.

Alright, i'll stop here. Gonna continue to pack my room already.. :)

p.s. i'm so excited for cny!!! :D

Beautiful.

2009-01-03T22:36:00.004+08:00

I think i'm really gonna slim down if i continue my lifestyle like this everyday. Yesterday i run 6km and today i around in the field like one crazy dog playing soccer. Now my legs are aching like siaoo already and so do my sexy butts. Don't even feel like walking anymore.

k, i'm so so exhausted already but i think i ain't gonna sleep early today. Gonna catch Liverpool's match later at 1++ am. :)

Oh ya oh ya.. i wanna introduce you people to Akon's latest album. Super nice. I'm giving 4 thumbs up! :D

HEALTHY!

2009-01-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

Oh great, when almost all of my friends are waking up at 6 in the morning preparing to go school.. I'm snoozing all the way till 2++++ pm. HEHEHE!!

K, went to ToysRus to apply for a job and they say they are full already.. Wth. -.-
So went to some hotel and cafe which i forget the name already to apply for job.

Went home after that and i immediately change into jogging outfit and WOAH..
I jog for 6km today!! AWESOME! hehe. :p
What if i continue this everyday?? (i don't think i'll too.) BECOME FUCKING SKINNY i guess?
hahaas.

YAWN, i'm so tired already. Gonna sleep soon. BYE!

hny, 2009.

2009-01-01T20:27:00.004+08:00

okay, i gonna have a short and sweet post today.

Yesterday was fun, yesterday was fun, yesterday was fun! :D
k i'm so lazy to thanks everyone one by one this year like last year already. I just gonna thanks my family, sarah and friends for making 2008 a wonderful year for me. PEACE.
However, there will always be some people out there that dislike you so you just have to ignore them and they can go fuck spider! :)

Gonna write till here, i'm so tired. I wanna sleep early tonight. My dark circles are so fgly now! :( Going for job interview tomorrow anyway. Wish me luck!
Anyway, i got no school tomorrow!! NA NANE PU PU~! hehehes. :p

p.s. This is still one thing that i wanna do so much in 2008 but i din.

GONE.

2008-12-30T14:11:00.005+08:00

IRRITATING IRRITATING SUPER IRRITATING!!!!
Grrrrrrr... -.-

kk, never mind. i just gonna heck everything for now. Every single thing.
I'm still wondering whether should i go for costume party later. I'm so so so lazy! Maybe i'll go meet up with bing later and play ball. Healthier choice uh? hahaas.

Anyway, new year is coming.. I don't know which clique should i hang out with for countdown. Both look interesting for me... AHHH~~
i'm willing to do anything to make you feel better luh. i hate to see you like this. :(

TEAM rotting day.

2008-12-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

Today's weather been super duper hot..............
This makes my tidying up of room difficult, i was sweating all over the place.

I had thrown away quite a lots of useless stuffs today and i realise that i got a lots of dust in my room! YUCKS!
Actually wanted to go for jogging around evening time but channel 5 was showing new police story at 6.15pm so i decided to stay home and catch it. :p
But i still did some workout today.. My belly is getting bigger i think? :x

I think most of the Team members are rotting at home today... Never meet up with any of them today despite jj and cy call me for dinner just now.

OH YA... for those who intend to go queensway and get yourself a pair of specs or contact, NEVER go LEE MENG Eyewear Fashion Centre. They suck like hell man.. Lousy attitude to customers. PUI!!
Smokers never quit, smokers only take a break. Nice one jj, rudi.

2008-12-28T15:10:00.001+08:00

I swear i'm gonna let myself be recognise.

okay, that's just some random note to myself. :)
sigh~

2008-12-25T00:37:00.003+08:00

HOW AM I GONNA SPEND MY CHRISTMAS???

STAY HOME AND PLAY PS2!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!

hehehes.
k, just came back form town. i'm so tired now.. YAWNNNN.

Anyway.. MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :D

2008-12-23T03:03:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired now, i'll blog again tomorrow. :)
BYE, peeps.
ncc, ncc, ncc.. everytime ncc. :(

2008-12-22T05:57:00.004+08:00

Okay, i can't believe i'm still awake right now. Bet FC gonna say me later when i meet her.
Was talking on the phone with fatcat just now till like 3++ am and she hates me for that. WTH. :p wasn't feeling sleepy at all cause i was sleeping from 9 to 11++??
Wanted to read the book that i borrow today but ended up packing up my room. It took me almost 3 hours just for one drawer. zzzzzzzzz.. -.-

k, now i'm real tired. Gonna go brush my teeth now ( cos i ate some tibits just now. :p ) and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
BYEEE! :)

2008-12-19T03:29:00.004+08:00

Hey hi, i'm back updating at this time again.
Gosh, i'm sleeping so late recently.. This is bad man, my pimples gonna grow like siaoooooooo. :/

k, let's talk about today.
Actually intended to went to beauty world to get some stuffs done before i meet boonzhong in the afternoon but after that i found out that my mum was there too. So i went to meet her.
Have lunch with her and i tell her, " Do you want me to bring me around this mall and show me off to them?? " (cause i always accompany my mum to come beauty shopping when i'm young so some of the shopkeeper still remember me and will always ask about me.)
So she say okay then as i know she would love to show me off to them. Heh.

Well, i'm expecting everyone to say that i had grown alot and stuffs when they see me cause people always say that and yea, they really did. Hahas.

As i'm in a hurry, i went off to do my stuffs first. Meet bz after that.
Anyway, thanks for ya birthday present! :)

Went off together to get my hair done and went to meet soonlai in town.
That bloody ass lost his way in town despite coming to town for countless times already. -.-

Meet zy, jj and co at yew tee later. Heh, just came to realise i have done so much things today.

Now i know what's the feeling when fails to act or do something that the promise or say. :(
It takes two hands to clap.

2008-12-18T05:04:00.002+08:00

Well, i'm back in singapore already.
Happy that i'm able to lie on my bed and sleep peacefully again and being able to see my family.
Sad that i'm not able to eat all the good foods taiwan had offered to me in the past 22 days again. Especially their fried chicken!!! BEST. AHHH.. :p hehes.
i'll upload some photos when i'm free? Cause there's a lot for me to update.

K, i got so much things to do when i'm back in sg. Things like, finding a new job which offer a much higher pay, cropping out time to play mj with friends (lol, i now gaddiel wants it) and maybe spend sometime with fatcat? if possible. :/

AND AND AND, i'm looking forward to x'mas party!! CELESTINE, see this?? :p
i want bbqbbqbbqbbqbbqbbqbbqbbq!!!

Anyway, baby's in cruise now. Bet she's enjoying herself. Grrr, i haven't seen her physically for 24 days already!! imissher. :( sorry, things will be as usual when ya back right?

2008-12-16T22:27:00.004+08:00

BOHHHHHH!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?? :D

anyway, i'm coming back tomorrow already!!!
woohoo~
i miss my bed sooooooooooooooooooooo much. :(

family matter's been making me headache, i'm so tired. So many stuffs.. so many.. :(
i couldnt handle anymore.. i'm gonna break down anytime soon, don't have anymore strength left. i'm so wanna to share all this trouble with you but all you could give is your that attitude.
anyway, i really told you i'm sorry for what i say just now and i dont understand what's that attitude you give me just now is for. I really don't feel like talking to you anymore if you continue to give me those attitude.
i'm so tired already... so upset. I know i make you feel the same way too just now. K, i know i've always say those harsh words and make you feel upset, i'm really sorry. i'll try to control myself next time. (if there's any nexttime.)
I want a person that i can share my troubles with right now. i need you so much right now. :(
k, enjoy your cruise. i really hope you can see this now. :(

2008-12-16T00:27:00.001+08:00

I'm coming back already!! :D
something is wrong..
but idk what. :(

2008-11-28T00:35:00.006+08:00

-.-, gosh. The weather now is getting more and more bloody cold.
ears are dropping.. hehe. :p

i just need some care from you. Is it so hard? i need it so badly now. :( i said before that i'll love you forever, i'm sure that's the promise i can keep. ily. k, i know you're not feeling well now. tc k? get well soon.

2008-11-27T13:21:00.003+08:00

I like the weather hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Nice and cooling.
It's like i'm in a air-con room 24 hours. :p

i've got so much things to tell you but i just don't have the guts to tell you straight.
i've written everything about what i'm feeling now somewhere else alr..
if you're smart, you will find it.

2008-11-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

why am i so dumb?
it's alr like 10+ weeks already..
Why will i want to destroy it again?
i'm hopeless.

2008-11-26T23:43:00.001+08:00

hey peeps.. i'll be gone for another 22 days?

i'm in taiwan now. :D
WOOHOO!!

gonna miss gf.. :((

2008-11-19T20:33:00.007+08:00

Today i've to wake up early in the morning to go for NP RED CAMP and yea, i really think poly life is so duper cool and fun. :D
Went to IT, business and engineering block today.

When we're in the IT block, i really feel kinda bored.. maybe is because i'm not interested in that?
haahs.
Business block - We get to draw and stuffs. We get to design our own stamp. Taken some photos there. They said they will post it in their RED CAMP blog. Go checkout if you want.

Engineering block - Get to design some thing which forget what's the name for that already. I think our product is pathetic. :/ See the pictures and you'll know.

Team E16.

Rahman

Kenneth

Daifi

Zhiwen's cousin! zhiyang i think? hahas.

stupid faces. :p

Those two girls are not from my group!

yea, they flood my phone with their photos. -.-

I have some hilarious videos that are taken today. Not gonna upload it. Come and look for me if you wanna watch it. :)

2008-11-18T22:07:00.004+08:00

Well firstly, i have to say thank you to everyone that have wishes me happy birthday.
Special thanks to those who came down to vivo and celebrate me birthday. thanks for the cake too. :)
And of cause i must to thank my sweetest girlfriend. :p MWWWWWWWWWWWACKS! hehehehehes. i really din expect you to do some much for me but yea, thank you so much. Love you cat. :p

Ehh, i'm going off to taiwan next wednesday and i'm already pretty pack this week. So if any of my friends wanna meet me out, please tell me quick as i'm only free on this coming weekend and next mon and tues.
i have push away my work to entertain yooooooou all.
So be quick. :)
-i want play majong~~

PATHETICALLY UGLY ANMALS. hate them.

nice butt. ^^

i just loveee pay day. :)

2008-11-16T01:05:00.007+08:00

OKAY, all this photos are from my phone and there's still more photos that are with you!!
EMAIL IT TO ME!! THANK YOU!! :D
ckong1611@hotmail.com

GEEK IS COOL~~

2008-11-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

happy birthday to me!! :)
wooo!!! i'm turning 16!

2008-11-11T23:46:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps, you know what...

O LEVEL IS FOCKING OVER ALREADY!!
(run around the tree 100 times.)

WOOOO!

2008-11-10T22:06:00.003+08:00

Oh hi, readers( if there's any). I'm back blogging again and i think i gonna have a long rant today. :)

I had just finish applying pimple gel, toner, peeling agent and whatsoever on my face in order to remove those freaking pimples from my bloody face and hopes that my face will be clean when prom comes. :p

I've been feeling so irritated today during my studies by this freaking big pimple that is about to burst which is between my eyes there.
This freaking big pimple keep making me wanna go and squeeze it, making me unable to concentrate during my studies. GRRR, it's always so tempting to burst a pimple but yea, i din la. I don't want any scars to be on my face.

Oh yea, today i just finish my second last o level paper and tomorrow i'll be having my last paper. WOOO, it's like.......FINALLY!

okay, now it's a bit personal. You can choose not to read this.

I've been wondering whether should i play label after my o's.
People around have been asking me to play label and stuffs.. blah blah blah..
But just now i have finally made up my mind that i will not go and spend all my hard earn money on all this useless branded stuffs.

Yea, i know all these things do kinda make you look cool and stuffs? But i've better things to do.
REALLY.
My money are too much too worthy for all this materialistic shits and i also don't think i'll bear to spend like about 500+ on jeans and shirts?
HA!
I know i'm not from a wealthy family and yea.. Why would i want to spend my money on this kind of stuffs..
I din even dare to ask my parents for money for my prom clothings even though i know they will give if i ask. But haiya.. i'm a understanding son you know.... I know what's my family financial status. So i guess i'm gonna use my own money again.. :/

Okay, back to the main topic...
AHHH, i don't know what am i suppose to do tomorrow after my last paper.....
i feel like playing soccer instead of going to town eh. :/
HEES.
BUT BUT, i have to get my prom thingy! I still haven't get mine yet. SADDED. :(
k la.. i shall stop here but anyway i really have to say this..

I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY TEENAGERS NOWADAYS ARE SMOKING!!?
Everywhere i see on the street now are teenagers holding their cigarette.
Are they really that stress from their studies or they think that smoking makes them look cool??!
If they really think that smoking makes them look cool.. They're absolutely WRONG!
Smoking will only not make you look cool but instead.. They make you look old and ugly..
and why would they want to die earlier since smoking also do so much harm to your body.

Sigh. Okay, i've to admit that i'm once a smoker but i've quitted long time ago. So don't be like me.
Don't go into smoking if you haven't started and if you are already smoking, stop now!
HAHAS, i know no smokers will bother in what i just written. HEH.

btw,
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO JIANLIANG AND KAIYING. :)

2008-11-07T01:24:00.001+08:00

people say Obama's words are just words...
but...
when was the last time "words" weren't important...???...

when was the last time a great leader didn't use words to lead...??...
when was the last time a person didn't use words to describe how they felt...?...
when was the last time "words" weren't empowering...?...

and we can all recall the last time "words" were used to divide us and install fear...

Bush used words to fear us into voting for him the second time around...
terror this...
terror that...
nuclear here...
weapons of mass destruction there...

and those words effected a lot of people's choices...

"enough is enough"...
let's rebuild...

let's change ourselves...
let's allow positivity to guide us...

let's take action....
let's activate our passion...
we are Americans....

and this is the first time in forever that someone running for president represents "US"...

some say this is all excitement...
I call it "proud to be an American"...

some say this whole Obama movement is "cult like"...
well...
if it comes across cult like...
then...
the cult is called America...

the Obama movement is connecting America.
and it has made "US" realize our importance...
the youth is excited and activated...
adults are passionate and motivated...
the elderly are proud to know the country they built is in safe hands...

we are one...

for too long politics has been corrupt...
separate from the American people...
with agendas that go against what the American people "need"...
education...
health...
safety...
jobs
etc...

politicians have spoken a different language...
making it so the youth and poor people feel as if voting was only for the wealthy and old people...
making "US" feel as if "we" had no voice...
making "US" feel powerless...
making it feel like if "we" did vote it wouldn't change anything...

but wait...
that did happen...
some of us voted, and it didn't change anything...

we were in the dark...
we had no voice...
we were powerless...

because America was not a united America...
and "they" spoke a different language...
and they had an agenda different from our well being...

correct me if I'm wrong... or speak up if I'm missing something...

we want education, health, safety, and good jobs...right???...
oh yeah...
and "a healthy planet to live on"...

but here we are...

in a war... poor education... poor health programs... the dollar is down... the planet, polluted...
the rich, richer... and the poor, struggling...
with sky high gas prices to top it all off...

and now even the rich aren't really rich internationally because our dollar is has fallen so far down...

in our slumber... a very small few got really rich...

because when you're sleeping...

"it's hard to change agendas"...

we know what happened in 2000 and 2004...
but in 2008...
it's different...

we are awake...
and there is a movement...

and "it's hard to change a movement"...

last time "we" didn't have a movement...
America wasn't united...

and now "United and "Standing"...for something...
we know the power of "US"...
and we have a person who represents the "U.S."...

"US"...

"we are the ones we've been waiting for"...

I'm proud to be an American...

will.i.am

2008-10-20T18:53:00.006+08:00

GONE FOR 20 DAYS........

BYE, peeps.

i needa set my priority right.

2008-10-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

MY GIRLFRIEND LOVES TO MOLEST ME AND SHE ALWAYS SAID THAT I LIKE IT!
poor me.
:(
(okay la, i also din say i dont like it. :p )

2008-10-15T17:32:00.003+08:00

GAHH!!
i'm so bored at home now. :(

i really hate Cambridge.
diu....
=/
i hate the feeling of waiting.

2008-10-14T20:42:00.004+08:00

Today i just have my o level physics practical in the morning.
paper is rather hard but still doable.

And since i'm in the first shift, we have to be quarantine from 930 to 135.
what the heck.. -.-
but well as usual, once we have free time.....
me and my classmates play blackjack.
gosh! why can't we quit this bad habit??
sigh.

alright, i'm off to bath now. i think i gonna study later. :)

old pictures.

i think i look super weird in this photo. =/

p.s. please don't get your sick again. i feel really bad when you're not feeling
well. :(

2008-10-11T23:18:00.006+08:00

Today's my dad's birthday dinner, even though the actual day is on monday.
haas, but well....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, DAD!
(i know i've drive you crazy recently. sorry!)

Here are some of the photos. :) ( my hair look kinda screwed today. =/ )

i think they're cute. :p

p.s. my dad drank wine just now and i guess he won't be able to wake up in the middle of the night already.. :p

2008-10-09T16:46:00.006+08:00

physics marathon has just started againnnnnnnnnn.. :(
from 1115 till 4. ( of course there a one and a half hour break in between. )

lesson's kinda dry so me and vidas decided to take some retarded photos. :)

anyway, i haven't been feeling well the whole day. ( i mean mentally.)
Something seems to be bothering me.
dammit, i really hate this feeling, i think i gonna go jogging after this.

BYE.

i've been having this same old dream recently. i really hope this ain't gonna be true. =/

2008-09-30T22:24:00.006+08:00

I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOL TODAY AND I

STUDY FOR 6 HOURS (did a lot on bio)

ON MY OWN AT RAIL MALL SUBWAY!

I'M SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF!!

*beams*

2008-09-27T12:28:00.005+08:00

AWESOME GRADUATION DAY, i would say.
this totally describe how i felt yesterday.

i reach school around 930? Cause i just want to attend the graduation ceremony.
hahahaha, i'm know i'm a ass.
hehees.

seriously, i would say..
i really feel like crying when i saw those slide show that made by the teachers.
it's really hard for me to leave them after these four freaking years.

In Unity, i have saw REAL friends that maybe could be with me for the rest of my life and REAL fuckers that doesn't appreciate what people had done for them. These people should just fuck off and die miserably.
In Unity, we sure have many interesting teachers around like arul, chew, LYY, mrs ong, mr feng, bounty fizah and of course pikachu! (:

I guess prom night is gonna be the last time that we get to gather around with those teachers and friends. I bet i gonna cry on that day.
LOL.

So if i have really been nice to you in school, this means that you've been important to me in my life.
And i would hate to see you leaving. =((

alright, i think i shall stop here.
if not i think i gonna tear in front of my computer. :x
i'll upload the photos once i got them. :)

*i got it already.* (but there's still some more, i'll upload it again when i've got them all.)

2008-09-25T22:27:00.001+08:00

I guess this photo tells it all. :)

2008-09-21T03:25:00.003+08:00

It's always happen.
everytime i start blogging, something bad will sort of happen.
maybe i should have change it to private profile so nothing will happen.
hahas!

anyway, i went out to study today which is not very efficient as the air-con in the library is so cold that makes me wanna sleep.
:p

after that went to clementi woods for the sakura buffet with my fam-ma-lee. :p
the buffet is fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuull of malays!
omg.
maybe they're too hungry and only by having buffet will fill their empty tummy.
hahas.
okay, the food sucks compared to the branch at science centre.
AND THEY DON'T HAVE CHA SOBA TOO!
WALAU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!
:(

k, i'll go and sleeeeeeeeeep now.
look at da time. it's lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
=/